Knuckles Sore Remedies

continue to try to change to avoid having bad relationships. beginning to think that the problem is not me but others.

Disadvantages Of Yacc In C

Dear Mom, me and Julio

today we went to IKEA to take some mobile home. I'm trying to put some order into my life in the midst of all these moving slowly and perhaps I am succeeding.
I managed to carve out a little corner for me, on the mezzanine. remember? asked me what my place in that house. now I have:)
I'm thinking often of how many times have I turned away with harsh words, how many times I felt the distance between us. now that you're not there is unbridgeable, and while I was talking the other day I was hoping at least to hear Thee a second, a fool I am.

I have a feeling that this life is upsetting me, sometimes I cry, sometimes I do things a little bit strange but I am always.
do not know how to dance, I can not live well if not with a smile in front of me lately is disappearing. I
heavily battered face, I have pimples that have turned into blisters, even if I try to correct them of course you can see anyway.
with the psyche we are working on this, I sincerely hope that sooner or later I manage to change.

I have a small worm that gnaws again, maybe next time I'll tell you.
mom know I'm really happy when I teach, although there are some guys who still do not listen to me, I sincerely hope that something in their footsteps .... I'm really concerned not to forward anything!

Tom told me that thanks to my "crumbs" they will learn a lot. is what I hope ...

I love you mom.

Seychelles Silver Spoon

rage now is the time

on a Saturday night without any trouble because it is different, since I'm home, I relax a bit, dedicating myself to writing for free interpretation.
is it? begins to write, write, write, and then ... jump out of those words I thought I had forgotten or had never known.
Today I spent the whole afternoon to play the role with others. although I was very frightened by not having prepared almost nothing, I felt better.
Now I'm waiting to come back Julius or, as he called Luis tonight, my lover. I'm learning that 90% of my anxiety is dictated by the physical pain. intestine is not well, do not want to stay in his place, probably some type of inflammation, I do not know.

I hope it is nothing wrong, we miss you just as anything bad news-haha now I've become a rock in this sense-to complete the picture.

is the time: a Saturday night I finally concluded that all I'm going to live with.
if I read the post in February I'm sick of my own.
but if we get to this point, if I have a ring on his finger, if we really "forever as one" I only do one thing: relax.

I feel like one of those parrots that only work in pairs.
is strange, I always thought I could do it very well alone, have always been cynical, and even a little disappointed despite what I had around me confirmed the opposite. and now instead I find myself with thoughts of exactly the opposite.
two is better.
strange, I always thought that the pair as a separate standard was something boring and highly metaphorical. stop. I'm think again.
also because after six years I would have found proof of what life can surprise you at all times ... in each different time.
if I think back to me a year ago, as I was, I feel completely different.
now everything is simpler, easier ... I deal with the disease is surprisingly easy.

I miss some who were my dreams, but has not said she did not become more. I came back the urge to invent stories, and maybe I could really put myself there and decide to write about taste, as it once was. I just want to find ...

tomorrow I have 7 people at the table hungry. I prepared the sauce, lasagna day tomorrow. I would say that overall I am good, I really enjoy doing these things.
ah not have told you ... two out of three are orchids flourish. cimbidium is still in the flower (god knows how much I love flowers ...) while the dendrobium is strenuously resisting my attempts to kill her, boh, we'll see.
last phal has some problems, the vegetative growth is stopped and the younger leaves are appeared worrisome spots, I must have some chaos combined with the fungicide, tomorrow I have some time and I am going to do.
a ladybug has made a nest in the "red pearls," this winter are parasites ... :-) denied

Mexican Beach House Blue Prints

I am a woman who despairs
that has no peace anywhere ever,
that people despise, that passers
look with longing and fury, are
soul hanging on a cross
trampled, derided spat:
I have today only
eyes now that I get up in the sky I cry to you:
take my every breath in my lap!

(from "Destined to die," Alda Merini)