on a Saturday night without any trouble because it is different, since I'm home, I relax a bit, dedicating myself to writing for free interpretation.
is it? begins to write, write, write, and then ... jump out of those words I thought I had forgotten or had never known.
Today I spent the whole afternoon to play the role with others. although I was very frightened by not having prepared almost nothing, I felt better.
Now I'm waiting to come back Julius or, as he called Luis tonight, my lover. I'm learning that 90% of my anxiety is dictated by the physical pain. intestine is not well, do not want to stay in his place, probably some type of inflammation, I do not know.
I hope it is nothing wrong, we miss you just as anything bad news-haha now I've become a rock in this sense-to complete the picture.
is the time: a Saturday night I finally concluded that all I'm going to live with.
if I read the post in February I'm sick of my own.
but if we get to this point, if I have a ring on his finger, if we really "forever as one" I only do one thing: relax.
I feel like one of those parrots that only work in pairs.
is strange, I always thought I could do it very well alone, have always been cynical, and even a little disappointed despite what I had around me confirmed the opposite. and now instead I find myself with thoughts of exactly the opposite.
two is better.
strange, I always thought that the pair as a separate standard was something boring and highly metaphorical. stop. I'm think again.
also because after six years I would have found proof of what life can surprise you at all times ... in each different time.
if I think back to me a year ago, as I was, I feel completely different.
now everything is simpler, easier ... I deal with the disease is surprisingly easy.
I miss some who were my dreams, but has not said she did not become more. I came back the urge to invent stories, and maybe I could really put myself there and decide to write about taste, as it once was. I just want to find ...
tomorrow I have 7 people at the table hungry. I prepared the sauce, lasagna day tomorrow. I would say that overall I am good, I really enjoy doing these things.
ah not have told you ... two out of three are orchids flourish. cimbidium is still in the flower (god knows how much I love flowers ...) while the dendrobium is strenuously resisting my attempts to kill her, boh, we'll see.
last phal has some problems, the vegetative growth is stopped and the younger leaves are appeared worrisome spots, I must have some chaos combined with the fungicide, tomorrow I have some time and I am going to do.
a ladybug has made a nest in the "red pearls," this winter are parasites ... :-) denied
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