Thursday, December 23, 2010

Onde Anda Angelica Bella

Free

Growing up, choose a destiny that befits us.
and the end, only to be happy.

are difficult days. I continue to get involved in affairs, I have some dash of fever, I hope is soon. Meanwhile, let me influence, as you do with worms and bags carried by the wind, from the speeches of those who know too much about not wanting to be silent.

continue to sail, dragging them into adventures that are always different, a little bit to keep my body and make me share of adventure.
I sincerely hope that this time everything is thin, it becomes gradually easier.
have an idea. I wish I could write My biographical novel.
do not know who might like it, even if it is appropriate to publish it. But if I could at least have the perseverance to put me there to do this job, maybe ...

I would like, dig in my family and get to know a little better. a bit like he did with the Ginzburg Manzoni (but seriously, I'm two balls manzoni! oh well).

are on vacation, up to 10 I can finally breathe a little breath: in all that time I never had a chance. are not scared, and is the first time. are quiet, I relax. final system my clothes and my stuff around x home, finally I dedicate it to me as a total being thinking, and I must say that I am succeeding, replace my pieces and keep going forward.

Walking Dead is finished Dead Set me deeply disappointed (although it's horror for all purposes that do not end there, I wanted to see), Dexter is concluded until next year, BBT is running slowly stakes; DRhouse not out until January 17 ... mo what the fuck do I do? probably I'll jump on sewing and on the study. Tie.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Ovarian Cancer Symptoms



in this day of yet another movement traslocante, I sincerely hope that we do not quarrel.
my brother and I know how to ignite fuses.

I slept 3 hours in all tonight. I do not think that is enough, I'll drive up to my brother ...

Friday, December 17, 2010

January 2010 San Antonio Car Show



are not good times.

I feel fragile again.
I wish I could have a different perception of life.

I saw the pictures of my graduation. a year ago. a year now, the same day Mom died.

consoled me last year. I. .. I at times I'm torn.

luckily dad is still there. and Julio there. and fortunately they are here. I ... I'm broken.

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These days I stopped scratching.

I pulled out what I needed. I have spoken. slowly and perhaps solve this problem.
escape is never an option for me.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Ganier Light Face Wash

TG5 AHAH

Monday, December 6, 2010

How Do I Wash My North Face



I'm eating meat and cheese that I have not touched for months.
stomach starts to hurt, bad, bad. Tomorrow
first step of the analysis of the week: ultrasound. a full bladder.
I hope that everything is fine. what worries me is actually the tightness in the chest that I have.
and the fact that the touch of a hand on my belly makes me feel bad does not give much hope.

The holidays are a really periodaccio. I continue to have these flashes of last year.
the nightmare has just begun ...

Friday, December 3, 2010

How To Get A Shogon In Pokemon Silver



Thursday, December 2, 2010

American Arts Commemorative Series Coin



Dear Mama

have so much to tell.
The first is that I'm starting to regain peace of mind! slowly beginning to be more peaceful and less panicked. the fact is that school is good, I took the rhythm with the guys and we're having a good relationship with those of the second that at first were very hard.

yesterday made the football tournament of the school and have committed so much. were so excited! I feared for the life of a boy when they clashed in a rude but overall it was ok.

In this Christmas holiday I'll start studying. if you see me now I would do my ass because I'm gaining weight but I have many forces in recent days. I fell asleep about three o'clock in the afternoon and I always wake up at six. I dream often, but I make terrible nightmares slowly being solved.

I wish I could say once again how much I love you, even though we were so different. what you taught me, what you gave me for a better life.

with Julio goes to great. Yesterday arrived around six and rang the bell, which never does. open and he with his puppy eyes tells me "I know I fucked up." all'unieuro in practice has given us on the stereo and I took the kettle!
I was happy. I wanted to embrace everything at once but had to flee. we must always run, we are always in a hurry ... I'm sorry, can not have more time to be together, but all in all I know that's not our fault, it's life that draws us.

yesterday spent half an hour to cuddle. because I love these things!
feel to be building a family and makes me feel good.
'm worried about Dad. is always alone, working a lot, the house is filled with dust ... and he did not have time to fix.

how much did you mom! and the curse that every now and then we threw "when I'm gone who knows you as you do ..." say we're doing fine, and so little thinking that would be enough to give you a little more serenity. is one of my most serious sins that I throw him in this period.

I brought here to the tweety and immediately set. warms me when I'm at the computer, keeps me company and I play a lot. I think she has won serenity.

I only hope that Tom is better. is very nervous and stressed, must resume the rhythms of work and begin to fend for itself. sometimes we fight and we make the sound shouted at each other. I would say that we are having now being childish jealousy, that we never had.

with the psyche goes well, we decided together to work on me, trying to figure out who I am apart from you.
I know that's not your fault, but your presence in my life so loud and nagging me to hide. finally I'm letting go, I hear nodes melt, the anxiety away. I'm slowly coming back to being me, in the fullest sense of the word.
I hope not to lose again.

I love you mom.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Depression Helpline Manchester

12 years ago

for the first time I saw a person die.
is strange to say after so long. and only 12 years ago were still all. and oh well.

'm thinking of coming out.
or take a bat and get me justice alone.