American Arts Commemorative Series Coin

Dear Mama

have so much to tell.
The first is that I'm starting to regain peace of mind! slowly beginning to be more peaceful and less panicked. the fact is that school is good, I took the rhythm with the guys and we're having a good relationship with those of the second that at first were very hard.

yesterday made the football tournament of the school and have committed so much. were so excited! I feared for the life of a boy when they clashed in a rude but overall it was ok.

In this Christmas holiday I'll start studying. if you see me now I would do my ass because I'm gaining weight but I have many forces in recent days. I fell asleep about three o'clock in the afternoon and I always wake up at six. I dream often, but I make terrible nightmares slowly being solved.

I wish I could say once again how much I love you, even though we were so different. what you taught me, what you gave me for a better life.

with Julio goes to great. Yesterday arrived around six and rang the bell, which never does. open and he with his puppy eyes tells me "I know I fucked up." all'unieuro in practice has given us on the stereo and I took the kettle!
I was happy. I wanted to embrace everything at once but had to flee. we must always run, we are always in a hurry ... I'm sorry, can not have more time to be together, but all in all I know that's not our fault, it's life that draws us.

yesterday spent half an hour to cuddle. because I love these things!
feel to be building a family and makes me feel good.
'm worried about Dad. is always alone, working a lot, the house is filled with dust ... and he did not have time to fix.

how much did you mom! and the curse that every now and then we threw "when I'm gone who knows you as you do ..." say we're doing fine, and so little thinking that would be enough to give you a little more serenity. is one of my most serious sins that I throw him in this period.

I brought here to the tweety and immediately set. warms me when I'm at the computer, keeps me company and I play a lot. I think she has won serenity.

I only hope that Tom is better. is very nervous and stressed, must resume the rhythms of work and begin to fend for itself. sometimes we fight and we make the sound shouted at each other. I would say that we are having now being childish jealousy, that we never had.

with the psyche goes well, we decided together to work on me, trying to figure out who I am apart from you.
I know that's not your fault, but your presence in my life so loud and nagging me to hide. finally I'm letting go, I hear nodes melt, the anxiety away. I'm slowly coming back to being me, in the fullest sense of the word.
I hope not to lose again.

I love you mom.