as usual arrival about two to three days before an exam I start him anxiety attacks. strong, very strong, the head turns, phew. I've done not much, as I have said I would not, I have learned a lot of dates ... we do well, as an examination of Roman history is not bad eh? I did not even have time to read everything.
three hours of tomorrow morning work, then home, baby food, uninterrupted study, the same thing Monday night ... beginning to think it is better to postpone to avoid making a fool of, but as I talk about it with others I get the usual "you're stupid? you studied for one month delay?" accurate, yes, I'm dumb, maybe. or maybe it's because they know me and know that I have a big big problem with self-esteem, which tends to diminish and that's always a lot of anxiety from live performance. the fact is that these 10 tests to conclude finally that I miss all my studies are really making me suffer, in three years was not the same thing happened: as I was starting to come to -10 disappear fun to see your fingers to hold the account of the exams ... But that hard work I did, anyway, so.
First consideration in six months, I have the booklet that languishes for new votes in himself, I sincerely hope that after all I manage to take a 25, do not ask for much in the end, just a vote to move forward in the media, in
I made this period:
-living-dog-protection
house my father listening to my brother-in-crisis
coexistence
etc etc ...
soooooo I would really like to live in a more peaceful, but when I do, the results leave me. boh.
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